Nana has been quite unwell since the last one month..mum dad have been to Bangalore twice in this month..i have stayed alone for almost half the month..and i suck at it..even if i look like i don't care and i ain't bothered the fact is that i cant stay alone at home at night..it freaks me out..so its been kinda tough when my servant cant come or there is no one around..
i thought i would be fine after a point..
but i don't think so..ma pa are leaving again today..got a call at 6 in the morning saying Nana passed away..have been awake since then arranging for tickets, tackling relatives, attending phone calls..its been a run already..and this is just the beginning..iam sure iam going to have a hard time cause iam staying back..
the last time ma pa went to Bangalore a couple of weeks back my relatives drove me crazy..
this time iam going to be alone for the next two weeks and have to juggle with college and job..and now family..
dad and me are trying to be normal..if we show one sign of sadness mum will break down..
iam so sure iam going to cry myself to bed today..
Its tough to be Tough after a point..
May You Rest In peace Nanaji..
God Bless You
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