Its been a whirlwind 2 weeks for me. Haven't had the time to do anything for myself.
So i decided to take a break on Wednesday. Had a 2 hour gap between 2 lectures, in which i generally go to office to work, so i chilled with a close friend at a coffee.
It had been days since I had random conversations with anyone and everyone. That day i just realised how cut off I have been with everyone around me. In those two hours I for the first time in so many days spoke about what has been troubling me, what has been on my mind. I told this friend that I think Iam going to lose out on people as i really don't talk anymore and to add to that I never ever managed to express myself to anyone. We got talking about relationships and I realised that one bad relationship is all it took for me to get into a shell.
Hope this phase passes soon as i really want to get back to Loving myself.
9 comments:
one bad relationship is all it takes to get into a shell, totally agree :-).. and where have you been madam..what are you so worked up with?
arre too much work and this bloody vara's project is i guess drivin all us up the wall!!i have been here only..dont seee u around i guess ;)
oh tell me about vara's project! Let us get her arrested and throw her into jail for inflicting such torture.. i say this only for the individual one, not group! And ya, get back to loving yourself soon :D
I think iam Gonna turn into a self bomber and carry bombs on me when we go to her house for the viva..but but but will blow up the house only after Iam done with the vivas..
btw do u think all the people who filled forms for r individual project will remember that they had done something like that..
DOnt be stuck in that shell ! Be free, express your self. You must know that it takes ages to build a relationship but just a heartbeat to ruin it !
ya but the problem is that this heart refuses to beat right now as it took me ages to build one relationship on which my whole life revolved!!!
You know what happens when your heart stops beating ? Just because your heart is so stubborn regarding letting go of things, people around you might or are getting affected ! I would say bury the past as its dead.
I agree with the person above ! Even i have told you the same about your relationship with someone ! Its about time you started fresh !
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