Just when life seemed to get sorted out and everything seemed to fall into place..
It hasnt been a great time for me since september '07, havent spoken much about it coz I didnt know what to do about it, something i have never spoken about and probably never will..
Got it sorted (somewhat) sometime and since then life has bee great,
got a job at a time when everyone around me was chilling and enjoying the last couple of weeks in college!! No doubt it was tough handling college, projects, studies, office at the same time, but I was more than glad to be multi tasking.
But guess I am running out of patience, have an annoying colleague whom I had learnt to deal with and give a deaf ear to, Cant do it anymore..
she is at my head and looks like she is waiting for one fault to f**k my happiness..
it just shows,,the wicked pleasure she gets when I goof up, when I mess it,,the smallest mistake the smallest step I take is looked after and reported. It has like having a Guardian devil behind me all the time. Its not that its just me, She has an issue with everything and everyone in office which amuses all of us to no end. Has fought with everyone from the peon to the boss, walks and talks as if we are all here as her slaves and its her pops office. wonder how such people make it so far in life??
I am all saturated at the end of the day, trying to keep pace with her moves, trying to make sure that I don't give her an opportunity to finger me, but na it just doesn't work, I am tired with this Cat and Mouse game, I am tired of it all. Guess I need a break, Guess this is not where I belong.
What amuses me is the sense of insecurity some people and how it makes them function. How it affects their over all behaviour with everyone just to stay ahead of them all they want to put them down.
And what amuses me even more is the fact that I always manage to have such a person around me, and inspite of not getting in the way of anyone's work and working in the wrong way and put someone down I always face this.
I have no clue of what to do, if I quit I know I will let her have way cause thats what she wants at the end of the day, but I cant take it anymore either. I have no clue what I want to do once I am out of this place but I know one thing straight for the moment, that I aint here to take shit nor do I intend to further.
Have spoken to my boss sometime back after I walked on this colleague after being accused of not being worthy enough and blah blah, inspite of working my ass off and all my boss had to say was "ignore her as she is a piece of shit."
Guess I cant anymore, guess I will just abuse her and leave one day.
I pray that I get my Patience back to handle the job and the Bitch at the job place.