It is probably the last time alot of us will be studying studying..
I was one of them till last week or something..
but the whole studying in these 2 weeks has made me realise that I do in fact enjoy studying alot..
yeah you may say that it took me 15 long years to realise this, but the whole feeling of "wow I am done with this" doesn't come to me!!!!
Never thought I would want to study ahead, was always of the opinion that will be a graduate and get to work..nothing helps more than hands on experience..but nah Thank god my opinion has changed..
not that I am sorted in the head and I know what I want to study (somethings in life don't change you see)
But I know one thing..that this is not the end..in fact if I may put it in words..maybe this is the beginning!!
Beginning of a process, of a new life, new belief!!!
I probably don't know where to start and how to start, but I know now I am sure that I have to start somewhere.
Moving on!!
As i said earlier that I actually enjoyed studying this time, wasn't stressed (actually exams never stressed me). It was fun to say the least.
Mum actually had to tell me at times to take a break and chill out a bit.. guess I freaked her with my serious studying mode..
I have this habit of sittin of one place for hours in the same position, without moving an inch..
A neighbour saw me sitting in the same position for over an hour and a half and called to ask if i feel off to sleep. She couldn't get through my phone as it was off, so she asked me later if i was sleeping at the study table and she was surprised to know that I was studying, her faith has deepened in the Fact that I am weird :P
Got a piece of mind from a lot of people for keeping my phone off..yep I need undivided attention when I sit to study and a cell phone is the biggest distraction in the 21st century.
Office people refuse to get the concept and ask me how to get in touch with me then..I mean duh duh the whole point of putting my phone off is that I don't want to be reached :)
This time exams were different, the feeling was different, a lot of my friends pampered me as if I was preparing for a war, sweet nonetheless!!
The amount of craving that happens when you study is crazy, and people have actually been extremely sweet to see to it that all my demands are fulfilled no matter what day or time it is..
random demands...I want subway...i want mousse, I want ice cream..zeesh..
I Don't want exams to end cause I don't want the Princess's treatment to end :(
Just came to know my boss is out of to London and plus I have an extended weekend all thanks to the Monday being a holiday!!
yeyeyeyeyeyeyeyeye
another reason to celebrate!!!
cheers
2 comments:
wow. aisa bhi hota hai. logon ko padhai karna bhi achha lagta hai. rather, even more intriguing, not just padhai karna achha lagta hai but padhai karna achha lagne lagta hai!
anyway, good luck with your studies ahead. personally, I got completely fed up with studies in the 4 yrs at iit.. just waiting to join job now.. :)
Flypie.. That blog is not functional yet. Havent started writing. Will invite once i begin. And btw, I can only invite people with google ids.. Hotmail nahi chalega. That'll just give you a 30 day trial.
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