
Its been a whirlwind 2 weeks for me. Haven't had the time to do anything for myself.
So i decided to take a break on Wednesday. Had a 2 hour gap between 2 lectures, in which i generally go to office to work, so i chilled with a close friend at a coffee.
It had been days since I had random conversations with anyone and everyone. That day i just realised how cut off I have been with everyone around me. In those two hours I for the first time in so many days spoke about what has been troubling me, what has been on my mind. I told this friend that I think Iam going to lose out on people as i really don't talk anymore and to add to that I never ever managed to express myself to anyone. We got talking about relationships and I realised that one bad relationship is all it took for me to get into a shell.
Hope this phase passes soon as i really want to get back to Loving myself.

